My Day

I’m so bored!!! I really should be writing one of my many papers due soon. Well thanks to everyone for their responses to my last post. I’m still having boy issues, but when am I not. Oh, and last night I realized that in about a month it will be 3 years since I’ve had a boyfriends. Yes, yes I know that’s sad. But I guess that’s just how it is.

Today I saw Lori and David. I decided to stop by and see them. You guys are awesome!!! And I’ll see you again on Friday and yes I know 7am on Saturday. Why 7am???? Err, I’m totally not a morning person. Oh well, it’s my job.

Tonight should be fun. I have Dress Rehearsal and then I’m going over to play pool with Carl and some other friends. I love to play pool, I suck but its fun! Maybe we will play poker and I’ll loose. Oh well, maybe I will at least beat Adam if he’s there.

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Ok, well I’ve decided yet again to try to keep recent posts in here. Plus this way I can rant and rave to people other than Danielle. Poor Danielle is probably sick of my guy drama!

This is what I want in a guy: Live within 20min of me, be my age or older, doesn’t smoke anything, can be a social drinker, and not just after some booty.

Here are the guys in my life:
Guy #1: I like him and I don’t know why. Though, I can’t have him unless I’m willing to sacrifice something. And I really don’t wanna give it up. If I did and it didn’t work out, that would just totally suck! Though he is older and lives kinda close.
Guy #2: Younger than me, smokes weed, lives on the other side of Salem. Though he really likes me and I’m not the nicest person to him. I think I’m mean to him because I know I shouldn’t like him. He’s not a bad kisser. I can’t have him for two reasons: One reason would be because it would complicate things somewhere if we were to break up. The other is pretty simple; he’s not on the market.
Guy #3: I’ve had a thing for him since I first laid eyes on him. But he has a lot of the same issues as Guy #2. He is younger than me, smokes weed, and lives on the other side of Salem. And it too would be awkward if we were to break up.

There are a few other guys, but they are just crushes. Nothing will probably ever come from them.

Why can’t I just go for a guy here in Monmouth at WOU? Is that just too hard to ask!!!! I always go for the guys I can’t have! What makes them so damn appealing when I can’t have them? Oh and get this, when I can have them I reject them. But inside I do kinda want them. I guess I’m just a floozy and like that challenge of trying to get something I can’t have.